No.. I don't have any ice cream.Journal
Hole in the WallTo be falling again Rainfall after the drought My heart's beating again So it screams down my cheeks Trails to follow midst chaos Kick me deep--into my hole in the wall Because there's been Sand in my eyes--swallow it whole now I need to have my mind read My thoughts stated aloud So I can close my lids and listen Allow me to wallow in my Stagnant darkness I'm barking mad at this child With not a hair to hold; clutch for life Not I, with all my sorrows edited and filed Only plurals leaking through the cracks Always happens like that 'TilHole in the Wall
Don't FallI wish I could fix you I’d make it all better… Put your pain in a bubble and kiss it away I have not the tools and my troubles Superficial If I was closer, I’d walk the miles As is, I’d die before I got there What use is that to you? I hate being happy And smiling hurts When I know you’re crying I need you to be there How am I supposed to know if you are? Give me a sign, a message I’ve been taught to drink whenDon't Fall
Things like this happen But I can’t taste the burn and I can’t feel the happy Can you hear this? I don’t care if you’re angry
In RainShe looked to the wall saw nothing but glass Face down to the outside stared Solo in confrontations no one saw the point Crucial crux of survival for one star Tears of rain fell up from love back down from faith Chaos in a cage, birds’ endorphin flight Panic surreal, pain delight Altercation at the alter where all but one falterIn Rain
PitchIt screams at me. Though I have no ears,Pitch
I feel the quaking of it within my heart. Could this high pitch be the reason for my indiscretions? Palpitations that leave me breathless,
or is that just tar? The decay left behind from years. Years spent sitting where I had no right to sit, crying when I had no right to cry, singing, when I should have cried. Stinging hot, it feels. So unlike rain, and in that fact, it hurts harder. Screams louder. Quakes deeper. Earth splits and ravines form, and I am lost
Forgive Me..Forgive Me.. ++++++++++Forgive Me..
Beneath a sea of emotions I lie, My guilty conscience whispering
Thoughts of death, I am drifting, Lost.. The sun bleaches and blisters my skin, The layers peeling back, raw, I am fish food.. Will you catch me, my love, Will you bring me back to shore? Will you save me from my fate, And catch hold of me again.. Before it is too late?
Desiring Freedom and Love.. I was too weak. Not afraid to hurt, Pain was my reality: Embracing the darkness, I believed I could trick Fate and Love A
Loneliness Continues OnwardDrowning in the emptiness Where nothing holds me up. The air has left me achingly And I plead to gain enough. I can not breathe, my soul will scream; This shade of life is leaving. My shadow falls upon the floor, Puddles of my blood lie grieving. Loneliness continues onward, Reaching for the burning embers And my life gives you nothing But your heart, my death dismember.Loneliness Continues Onward
so, thank you! belatedly, but thank you
i hope you come back, i'll now, or soon, read what you had while you were here
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"Fire burn wisdom in me
Wisdom set mind and spirit free
Moonlight show me the mysteries of life
Winternight give me clearsight and storms to fight"
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"Joan of Arc had style. Jesus had style." - Charles Bukowski
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I really appreciate your support.. and i'll try and check out some of your stuff soon too.
take care..
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Who drew this, and why does it draw me so?
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